Of old friend(s)..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i was looking through friendster just now and my attention was hooked to an old friend's profile.. and i am truly happy to know that he got engaged.. =)) i doubt he reads my blog anymore, but i would still wish him a much blessed engagement and hope a blissful marriage life ahead!
so anyway, ever since th tafsir class on Friday, the ustaz talked about asking for forgiveness from all that you have hurt or offended.. and i guess it was time that i made peace with him.. honestly, i really didnt remember what caused our friendship to deteoriate.. wished him and i guess he felt the same way.. i mean it happened many years ago right.. everyone have grown up and really mature and i guess whatever happened in the past, is all to teach us and make us grow to be better..
the funny thing is that, it seems as though he knows im still keeping a little piece of my past even up till now.. reality check: we haven't converse in years.. and he said this to me before he went to pick up his fiance,
'u tekare k. remember wat i said ya.. if a single event in the past didnt happen, we wudnt be where we at now. so, regrets? why not.. but move on. regrets are the things that make us change for the better.'
and im glad that he (being my ex's good friend in JC) gave me this advice.. i havent even talked to him in the longest time, but it just seemed that at that moment, he knows what regrets i cant move away from..
its really not that easy and simple growing up.. you know i can still remember how each of us talks about ambitions and hopes and dreams.. however we never really indulge on it as the future seems so far away.. there's so many other things to achieve.. but now, at 21.. ambitions, dreams and hopes are all something that you really want to put in place.. you really have to or want to achieve it.. you have to decide the paths that pave the way to achieving what you want in life.. for example, work.. as for me, im glad im on the path ive been dreaming to be on.. but for my friends, they have to start thinking and considering the different paths they want to take.. its no longer thinking, oh which school to go after this? doesn't matter! just work hard.. but now its like, ok which career do i want to undertake? ok teaching. its stable.. bla bla bla.. so i will go into NIE once i graduate.. its making it happen time.. ok seriously, now ive talked way too much... hahaha..
but you know what, at the end of the day, im just happy that i still have my girls.. =) cause no matter what paths we take, we will always be there for each other.. =))
and yes fana.. here are the photos! hahaha..
*and you too*
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